we need to think up a name for it


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I try to deemphasize the world and national news horrors and start paying attention to what's going on nearer home and go straight from global demoralization to local demoralization. We need a name for the condition of loathing the bad stuff so much your insides want out to vaporize the psychosis... that frustrating impossibility... the cosmic urgency unable to break our skin. I think it bears on our weird fixation on catastrophe. Why people keep listening obsessively to meretricious doom sayers, relentlessly sucked down into our deepest existential terrors instead of opening ourselves out to the widest possible aperture to see where the answer lies. Right here. And doing what's needed to recover from this as-yet-unnamed mortal condition.


always and any time....