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I have been too busy paying minute attention, and so I don't have the moxie left to talk about this just yet. Maybe I will after my nap....
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No... well... no... actually... the nap didn't help.
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We seem always to be saying whatever we say to shore up something else... feeding a polemical mind pattern, even though we don't think that is our intention. We think we say this stuff to help enlighten each other. We're really saying it to situate ourselves in the differentiation that helps us feel existent... and... safe... even when our ideas of safety are centered around seeming dangerous.
We don't bring up things like white-people-got-here-first if it is not our intention to sanctify our urges to have our nice white society back. Sometimes we are just plain globally xenophobic and wondering why the fuck we have to try to be PC and welcome all these colored kinky-religion-addled kooks in to ruin our nice innocent and clean home front. Sometimes we're trying to deal with those flaming Mexican Aztlán maniacs who think they have the right to kill us to get it back. It's never about truth. It's always about what we want. We just cloak it in a truthy esthetic.
99% of us. I'm sure some of the scientists and some of the enthusiasts, like me, are really in it solely to try to bring our understanding closer in phase with actuality, but that is just not the point of interaction nowadays, at all, let alone on this particular subject.
Seems to me I'm a good person to talk about it. I'm a lily-white red and brown human by birth. Portuguese. Dutch. German. Cherokee/Creek. With freckles and hair that always tended to red, Neanderthal genes, before it started tending to gray. I think that means I have a drop of just about everything in me... especially if you're paying close enough attention to the information geneticists are putting out. Most of our DNA is identical with that of all other creatures... and plants. Still, maybe to a more apparent extent, I'm a mutt with no particular kind of skin more in the game than the other. If you sat down with it long enough you could probably say the same.
I'm trying to drag you out of your polemical and ego-protective mode by mentioning this stuff to talk about why I think it's profitable to consider more openmindedly our origins. Maybe I'm suited for it because none of my indian relatives have given a crap about their origins... or enough of one to make a scene about their ancestors anyway. No, my lineage has been more of the ilk who just cut themselves off from it when it gets too vexing... not turn the other cheek, but just turn away... simply stop being related to each other entirely... mentally. Whatever.
My decades with the ancients have put some distance between me and this needing to say stuff to shore up something else problem. It even has at last dawned on me that this is the kernel of the both sudden and ongoing thing where whatever I'm saying or doing or thinking or showing interest in ends up, mysteriously, vexingly, threatening people around me. Yes, they usually have a different way of describing it, like I'm a damn hypochondriac when I'm talking about health, or I'm too dangerously wuwu when I'm talking about Zen, or I'm a damn know-it-all when I'm talking about stuff I've studied or am studying, or I'm too damn idealistic when I'm trying to talk about how all this stuff is our responsibility—you get my drift—but it shakes out that stuff I put into the air around me in an effort to relate ends up threatening others' senses of safety. I was even warned about this before I started. I have even been dealing with this for a good half of my decades, but now I think I'm really starting to see all the way into it.
It's not going to silence me. That's just you doing the work of the psychopaths for them, and me refusing to just fall back into that because you're rattled by it. I mean, excuse me, if no one will risk rattling the people around them to raise the quality of existence here, we're sunk. I have to try not to be so angry about it I stop trying to help. So, I hope you will just forget about your indian allegiance, your racial allegiance, and your wasichu prejudice, your political polemical poppycock, long enough to consider this stuff, even if you're going to stay obtuse enough to suspect me of trying to shore something else up by bringing this stuff to the table.
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Why is it important to anyone who "discovered" America? Why do we stick with the bullshit about everybody coming from Africa to worry perpetually who belongs where? It's more stupid than asking who discovered the planet.
Yes, maybe the space aliens who landed here X million years ago took African monkeys and started fooling with their genes this way and that, but there are American monkeys too who would by dint of pure genetics have to be considered from our forebears just as surely as the others... which makes us all related... even with the putative space aliens who caused this mess, because, ostensibly, they used their own genes to accomplish it.
We, none of us, belongs more to this planet than the next.
We, all of us, are responsible for our intentions and actions.
This covers it.
We need to shed the mental conditions that distract us. No, none of us is responsible for them being loaded into our heads, but, yes, each of us is responsible for shedding them. If you won't do it, no matter what your excuse, including you do not have time enough off attending to basic survival, including you are too old, tired, poor, whipped to get to it, you are helping to shore up the delusory forces, not on the side of living things.
You don't have a right to bitch about the slaughter and immiseration and stupidity out there if you will not work your hardest to shed the conditioning that empowered the perpetration of those heinous things. Fuck your religious sensitivities, your claims to reburying your ancestors or your claims that the disunified field is the way things are, if you won't take your head out of your ass to try to bring yourself in phase with actuality... if you won't risk threatening your friends and relatives in your efforts to actually fix this mess.
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I don't really think space aliens did this. I do really think they might have done this. But what I really think is that we are responsible. I think looking at the indicators of extreme antiquity are useful for this. It's not horrible to love our creator/s or our creation/s. It is horrible to stick with the prefab creator/creation myths that were designed to keep us confused about our true identity... to keep us enslaved.
It cannot be disputed that Michael Tsarion is right about too many of us loving our enslavement, wanting not to be responsible so badly we will settle for our TV sets and steel belted radials to be left alone while they're burning down the planet. The question really is how many of us only want irresponsibility and talk altruism to shore it up and how many of us really don't want irresponsibility but are too muddled by altruism talk to see where we've gone wrong.
A way, maybe the way, to separate this out for oneself is to look at how the official story of official stories is almost certainly completely wrong from the word Go. I can't exactly tell because the idea of historical golden ages came to me out of the cosmos inside my skin, not the one outside it. [Refer to Nassim Haramein if this still confuses you.] It just hit me one day that the historicity of humanity has actually been vastly different than I was taught, than any of us was taught, and that seems to me to be key to inspiring people to look again... to look at the world and themselves with new eyes.
That's why I link this stuff.
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