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Despite feeling so poorly, with obvious symptoms of kidney failure, I have not been able to convince myself to go to the doctor. If it gets bad again, I probably won't have any choice, but this time I just laid off all things hard on the kidneys, took my water pills, and chugged a lot of water. Now that I have a little vitality, I'm going to go stock up on cranberry. Whatever. Our entire society is broken, not just the government. Not just the banks. Everything.
I don't trust doctors. I don't trust "professionals".
And you haven't told me what happened to the other sphinx!
I have been compulsive about linking you to clues to the way out of this hell for a long time, and probably will keep at it a long time more, but let's just clear the decks here this morning to get it up front.
Western Civilization is broken. Worthless. Crap from start to finish.
It's based on lies ingrained into our ancestors so long ago we have great difficulty separating out the fraud from the authentic. If you don't have the will to do it, no matter how much I love you, you are ruining my life. The Tsarion interview linked in the last post speaks eloquently about this problem. I hope to hell you listen to it.
I need company!
I need inspiration.
Even if my continually pointing out your weaknesses without even pointing drives you right up the wall, we have to be about transcending it, not existing in it like a bunch of glum lumps going senile. It's broken! Completely.
WE'RE ADULTS!
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