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You seem to forget that in an insane world a rogue element can very easily be exactly what you want. I've said it before and I'm saying it again, many who seem like crackpots to you may prove to be light workers, and if you are serious about kicking your terror jones, wresting your vital energy from vampires, this is the place for your attention. You must stop being riveted to the horrors. I know, I know, I know. Being sapped is safest. You don't have to invest anything to make the loss even worse if you are too sapped by "reality" to CHANGE it. But, well, STFU if that's your gig. There's no more time.
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